My Theory on tears in Heaven or the lack thereof

"He will wipe every tear from their eyes
There will be no more death
or mourning or crying or pain.
For the old order of things has passed away.
Revelation 21:4

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When I think of heaven

I cannot help but think that I will be overcome

with the weight of what my sin cost -

I think it would be easy to find myself

wollering in an ocean of my own tears.

I guess that is why I am so glad He has promised

that the "old order of things" will pass away.

Because in the current order - heaven

would probably be filled with a lot more people crying

than just me,

and who wants to spend eternity

with a bunch of cry babies.